The First Cut Is The Deepest

The half three bell went, I was staying at David's tonight. He stood about one inch smaller than me and was well built, he was the original americna pritty boy, short blonde hair which was always spiked to prefection you couldn't half tell he was gay. He was hell of a funny always making jokes about this that and the other. We walked with Higgy one of his friends, Higgy wasn't his real name it was short for Declan Higgins but he was known to all as Higgy. Once he walked the seperate road from ours me and David started talking. "So Nathan wit happened with you and Lauren?" David said with a egar tone of voice. "She left me." I said with a tear in my eye. "I didn't really like her that much anyway." "C'mon man you will get through it, tell to go swivel." "You don't understand she knows things." I said breathing heavily. "Like wit?" "Canny tell you mate, it's like dead personal, you know." "Aw c'mon you can tell me, am your best pal." He said thinking it was something minor. "I can't you will hate me." "Wit your ma best mate a don't think theres much that can seperate us." "This will." "How will it?" He said determind to know. "I'm gay!" There was a long pause....... "You what?" He said now stopping in his step. "Please don't make me say it again." I said hanging my head in shame. "Sorry man a didn't mean to, a didn't know. Wit do a say?" "I don't know let's just go." I suggested. "Aye ok." Once we got into his house, we walked upstairs and into his room. He sat me down on the bed and said. "So wits this aw about why is it such a big deal? You know I would accept you." "It's much worse." "How." "Because who I like." "Who" "It's YOU David!" He stood in shock and then began to smile. As he came closer to me I asked, "What are you doing David?" "Shhhh! Don't say a word." He said as he leaned into me our lips an inch apart joined as his right hand on my back, his left on my ass, his leg sitting on top of mine pushed me onto my back. I was a bit shocked but fuck knows I wasn't complaining. I was know on my back him sitting on top of my crotch a leg at each side of my body. He releaved himself of his jumper and took mine off while he was there. We undone each others ties and shirt buttons. That's when I reached for his belt buckle, I undone it as quick as I could in time to see his dick grow, sliding accross the fabric of his boxers. We kicked off our shoes. He lifted himself off me and pulled down my trousers and threw them accross the room. I was sitting there in nothing but my white calvin cline boxer shorts and my plain white socks which I always found kinky for some reason. I havn't really gave a discription of myself. I'm 13, I have light brown hair short round the sides and spiked to the front and in the ways. I have blue eyes and a god dam gorgeous face so I am told anyway. I have a athlete figure and I am well developed if you know what I mean. I pulled his trousors down along with his boxers he was standing there just in his socks he releived me of my boxers and put me on my back and put his tonque in between my ass cheeks and started to poke it into my hole. It was like your skin melting into a screaming multiple orgasm. He then put it inside me and then took it back out then back in and repeated to do so for the next 5 minutes. I went into a daze and woke up on his bed him sitting next to me fully clothed. He sayed one thing to me, "How do you feel now?" "I don't know, confused and dazed is probably the strongest emotion I'm feeling." I said trying to remember the occurances that took place. "I think I made a mistake." He said my mouth dropped. "You wit?" "I don't think I'm gay." "I have memories that suggest otherwise." "I'm sorry I didn't mean to, I just was curious, I know I took advantage but..." "Stop there. I'm going to do one thing and if you can look me in the eye afterwards and say your not gay then I will forget this ever happened." "Ok, go." So I sat up and we touched lips I shoved my tongue through the our closed lips and made his tongue active. He started to kiss back but then pulled himself backand started to cry he stood up and said. "I can't do this." He shouted. "I'm not gay, I can't be." I shoved on my boxers and trousers and sat him next to me on the bed, and hugged him he let out all his emotion and said he was sorry for misleading me but he was only fooling around and didn't want to be gay. "Shhh! I know it's ok." I said almost in tears myself. The next day we went to school and we never spoke again.