About one month ago I left for NY, just barely 21 and excited to go for a summer school program.I had been accepted on what I thought must havebeen a mistake as the others I knew who were going I felt were much morequalified and deserved it more.Because of my surprise at my acceptance, Iended up behind in my registration sheets and was unable to send in my roommaterequest sheet on time, so when I arrived on the blistering hot day at thebeginning of june, I was not sure what to expect.Now I had only come outof the closet in my small college town to a few friends and only about 2 monthsbefore I left; but as I barely knew anyone there I felt much more open toexplore my sexuality while in the city, going to gay bars and clubs and evengoing home with guys on occasion.However, on that first day I was nervousas to whether my roommate would be as accepting of my sexuality as thoughs I hadtold. I arrived and unpacked early that day and was surprised andpleased to see that no one's name had been put next to mine on the roommateroster.I was looking forward to many nights of long luxurious jack offsessions and hopefully of fucking some dorm dwelling cuties' asses tilldawn.It was that point that the dreaded RA showed up to deliver the badnews I was getting a roommate... and he was only 17...and had arrived with a girl(okay he didn't say that but I saw him get out of the cab later, ok?)Icringed, not only did this ruining my sex plans, but it meant playing mommy fora month and not bee able to get him drunk enough to experiment as he had alwayswanted to but never had. I sat on my bed defeated, and waited as the dooropened. Now it would have sucked enough had he been an ugly homophobicprick, but he was neither.The boy who strode in stood at an imposing6'3", maybe weight 150lbs and had a heart warming if a little tired looking andbrace filled smilei could tell from that moment on that being in the room wasgoing to be hell... A few days later, after killing ourselves in classes,and making a lot of new friends, I reevaluated my situation with my roommate,Charles.Over the past week, I was so busy with class and socializing Ihadn't even thought about sex and Charles and I were becoming amazingfriends.We were always together, going out together at night and I waspleased to throw him an impromptu birthday party when he turned 18 only a fewdays after getting there.Charles and were going great till we got to theweekend, and all of a sudden I was no longer distracted.Friday night, wewere heading to the gym and both went into the lockerroom at the end of thenight to change and go swimming. Charles, to my disappointment, when intothe changing stalls near the back, and I, wanting to not be too obvious checkingout the guys with huge meat walking around me, went into thee stall next tohim.It was torture seeing him drop his shorts and underwear under theedge of the next stall, but I started to realize just how horny this guy mademe.That night as we were going to bed I decided I had to get out of thatdorm room tomorrow, or it was going to kill me. That morning I leftwith a close friend who I knew back at school to go see a show, and let Charlesknow we wouldn't be back till late.On the train she interrogated me as towhy I hadn't told him I was gay, and I dodged the question masterfully.Iwas looking forward to Charles free day and was very upset when, upon arriving,we discovered the show was sold out and had to return to the dorm.As Iarrived, I made myself a vow, that I would no longer think about charles in asexual way. I got to the room and was surprised that when I enteredCharles was not there.His computer, however, was sitting on and open onhis bed.Now I am usually a man of morals, but I was so curious about himat this point that even the thought that he might have some internet porn on hiscomputer almost made me cum. I slowly slipped onto his bed and moved my fingeracross the mouse pad, and what I saw almost made my heart jump out of mychest.An open file of porn...hundreds of files...and not single one had afemale in it!I was so confused, my manly, fun, young roommate was notonly also into men, but by the looks of his porn collection he was into thedirty stuff.Pictures of men being tied up and fucked dominated thefolder, and by the most recently used I could tell that Charles was either akinky dominatrix top or a submissive kinky bottom.I was confused, I wasangry, I was upset, but most of all I was about two seconds from shooting myload all over his bed.I quickly ran to the bathroom, whipped my cock outand before I could finish one stroke, was spraying the walls of my shower withcum. After that day, all I could do was think about how charles looked(awesome), smelled (amazing) and would hopefully taste and feel, which in mymind was best of all.The last week of the trip had rolled around and partof me started to realize that I was in love with Charles, and would probablynever see him again after this week.It was then I made the decision Iwould come out to him the last night of the trip and it would then be up to himwhether or not he was ready to come out to me. The last week dragged onas Charles made comments about girls tits and asses with the same closeted gustoI had made at his age, but finally our last night rolled around.Afterdinner with many of our friends and some teary good byes, we returned to ourroom.Now I had never told charles I was gay, but I had also never toldhim I was straight so my plan was to just say something about meeting a guy at aclub a few nights ago and see his reaction. "So, last night, weirdhuh." I said as I gathered my liquor backed courage. "Yeah feels weirdhuh? I never even got laid" Charles threw out as he laid on hisbed. "Well, you have one night, you never know..." Here goes nothing."Afterall, I only got a little action from a guy I met at the bar two weeksago." Silence filled the room as my heart seemed to stop beating for asecond. What had I done? Was my best friend who I loved now going to hateme? Was he going to beat me up? Was he so afraid of his sexuality that he wouldleave them and there? Had I gone to far? Would he- "Wow, really?" Hesaid so nonchalantly it was like he was asking if the price of bananas reallywas down to 89 cents a pound. "Um, yeah. Just a little make out action,and we jacked off together, wish I had gotten laid though, I really needed it."I watched for his reaction and I could tell he was excited. "Oh, whatare u into? Do you prefer to be on top or on bottom? How many guys have u beenwith?" His rambling question shocked me, but at the same time, I could tell hewas getting hard and seemed really interested. "Oh, I like to top, loveto kiss and suck, been with enough..." Charles was now sitting on thee edge of hisbed, kicking off his shoes. "Wow, that's amazing, I always wondered what itwould be like to be with a guy, well, good night." And with that he dropped hispants, and went to bed. I stood shocked for a few moments and thenfinished getting ready and crawled into bed.A few moments later I heard asound from his bed. "Are you awake?" I stayed silent for a secondstill trying to figure out what happened."Well I guess you're not, butyou should know...I'm gay...and I have never done anything with anyone.. or toldanyone about this ... but over the past weeks, I think I feel in love with youkinda...but I don't know what to do." "Charles" "You're awake, shit, sorryman, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to-" "I kinda fell for you too" "Oh...can Icome over there?" My brain was saying no, don't do it, go back, stop while youcan and not get hurt in the end, but my cock won out "Yeah."he slowly got outof his bed and I could see what had to be a 9 inch cock hanging out of the slitin his boxers.I threw back the covers, and he was on top of me quickly,kissing my neck and cheeks.I finally, grabbed his face and brought hislips to mine, the kiss was slow and sensual at first, tongues finding tongues,but it soon became heated and passionate, and I was soon sitting up with my armsaround his waist while he felt my chest, I gripped his hard rod while my ownthick 7 inches crept out of my boxerbreifs.My tongue left his mouth onlyto find his nipples, which caused him to gasp and moan like a 14 year oldgirl.I flipped him onto his back and slowly slid up and down his bodyswitching from licking his cock and ball sack to his chest, thighs, andneck.He Finally had enough and pulled me up so I was stradling his face,at which point he took all 7 inches of my cock down his throat like a pro. Now in the past month, I had managed to get off 4 times, and all of them had been at least a week before, so his oral minstrations were all too soon rewardedwith a huge load of fresh cum.I tried to pull out but he had other ideas,holding onto my ass like it was histo claim.Charles seemedsurprised at first but soon got the idea and swallowed hard, even though it wassooo big it started running down the sides of his mouth onto my sheets.Ipulled out a few minutes later after I was too sensitive and shocked the poorboy by immediately swallowing his entire nine inches.After all, I have alittle more experience thathe does am a talent cock sucker.Now Charlesnot having enough time to jack off of late either, came just as quickly andscreamed bloody murder while doing so, I am sure waking all of our dormneighbors. By this time I was already hard again and Charles seemed tojust stay hard after he had cum.As we lay there kissing and fondling,Charles seemed to get a brilliant idea, jumped out of bed, ran to his dresserdrawer and returned with a large tube of hand lotion. "I want you in me, Iwant you to take my virginity tonight. NOW."I was soon being greased up byCharles' skilled hands, and that is when I noticed his clean pink rosebudwinking at me as he bent over my cock.With no warning to him at all, Ipulled his ass over my face and dove my face in.His initial objectionswere soon replaced by moaning and promises that he had never known that couldfeel so good.After getting his hole nice and sopping wet, I flipped himon his back, lifted his legs and whispered in his ear. "Is this what you'vewanted?Is this what you think you need" "Yes please, I need you in me,I need you to be a part of me...please...I love you and I need you in me." I lookeddown on the face that would be heading for the opposite end of the countrytomorrow and I now realized I really did love him.I slowly sank my cockalong his ass crack until it popped through his sphincter.He grimaced atfirst, obviously never having had anything other than maybe a finger up therebefore, but soon was begging me to make him mine, and I was more than happytoo.We layed there with me pistoning in and out of him for what seemedlike days, just kissing and tonguing each other while I made love to his assuntil finally I released into his sweet cavity. When I tried to pull out,Charles clung to me and held me in while he juiced my cock with hismuscles.This had the desired effect and I was soon on my back with himriding my cock like a professional would have.As I started to feel mysecond orgasm build, Charles looked at me and his previously untouched dickexploded covering us in cum.Now I shoot a big load, but Charles was the first man I had ever seen who could rival it.He quickly slid off my dick and together our loads covered us, the sheets, the wall above my head and both of our faces as we stared into each others eyes.It was then that I let the darkness over whelm me as Charles slid into the bed next to mee and whispered "I love you." The next morning I awoke at about 11, as my flightwasn't until that night, and was shocked to see that all signs of my roommateand lover were gone except for my cum stained sheets and a note next to me onthe pillow. "I don't know how to start this letter," it read, "but only tosay I loved you.From the first day I saw you, I knew I loved the way youlooked and smelled and smiled, but only as I got to know you did I realize thatI would end up heart broken at the end of these 30 days.I am not good atgoodbyes, and, after last night, I am not sure I could have said it withoutcrying.I wanted your last memory of me here to be a wonderful one of thelove and passion we shared and I cannot wait to talk to you again.I missyou now just writing this and you are sleeping not more than 5 feet fromme.I love you and I am so glad you made me realize that when I did.Charles." I was sad but didn't cry as I packed and left for home that day,because I knew I would always have that night together.

Epilogue So fuck I was upset, yeah we had thatnight together, but I just kept thinking how had I made a move earlier we couldhave had a month together.Now, Charles and I were on the phone hours aday and he seemed to get more and more distant as the promise of school startingin two weeks became more real to him.I could tell I was losing himslowly, and it made me mad as hell, because not only was I in love, but I nowseemed to bee getting hit on by every guy on the planet since I had come out andwas even being groped by straight guys at parties I went to. The firstday of school rolled around I was sitting in the class I was TA for thatsemester, brooding as usual at my own stupidity.I finally remember whereI was and got up to call roll.As I got down the list names seemed to bluruntil it came up... "Charles..." that couldn't be right. "Here." Ilooked into the class and there he was with a shit eating grin all over his nowbraceless face."and may I be excused to the bathroom." I saidyes without even looking to the teacher and quickly excused myself as well. As we kissed in the toilet stall I got mad and asked why hehadn't told me and why he seemed so distant. "I wasn't sure you stillwanted me and I thought you might force yourself to be with me if you knew I wastransferring here." "Never, I love you! And as for forcing myself, Iprefer to force you." I said as I pushed him to his knees and revelled in thefeeling of my cock being home again.